(2) The joy continues…

The new experienced continues.. The joy of having the good news was wordless. I text my sister about it.  She said she knew it coz I had complained about my late period and my uneasy feeling wearing tight cloth before. So I asked for her advices then since my mother was still not coming back from Sibu.

Talking about morning sickness, of course I had them. But mine was different.  The morning sickness started from 5pm onward.  You would bet where I was at that time.  ‘Merepuk atas katil’  Couldn’t get up from the bed.  All I want to do was lying around and having thought that, it was the worst part of the day….. (the thought continues until 9 months. I kept thnking ‘Oh no, this was the worst!’ hahaha…. stay tune). For the first and second month I always awakened in the middle of the night.  The morning sickness continues.  Or should I say it was a ‘Evening sickness’ or ‘Midnite sickness’. hahahaha.

If I’m not mistaken it was February then. Cuz I remember attended Ayu & EE’s engagement (bertekol). Ayu keep mentioning to me I looked different that day.  She said ‘Kenak aku nangga ko macam Kak Noor hari tok?’ (Kak Noor is my sister).  Maybe because I wore her baju that day, I replied to her.  I haven’t told anyone except DearDear and Kak Noor that time.

Masih slim vogue gitu… ahaha…. Semoga dapat kembali ke bentuk asal. Ahaks.

To make it official, me and DearDear went to the private clinic.  Once again, do the urine test.  And then the doctor said “Adalah tok Ra…. dah 5 weeks plus..” The doctor told me to register at Klinimk Ibu & Anak when the pregnancy reach 2 months. Then she gave me two days of sick leaves, DearDear also mintak sick leave.  ahakz..

Forgot to mention, DearDear demam seminggu masa tu.  There were speculations among our office colleagues. Especially my office, very kaypo-kaypo. I only told Freda that time and planned to keep it silent as far as I can.  In my opinion, if the pregnancy haven’t reached up to 5 months… it’s better not tol kaypo2 tell everyone.  Sebab kandungan masa tu belum sempurna.  Masih sebesar kacang soya.

After coming back from clinic I phoned my mom. I think she’s happy but she never showed it.  That’s my mom’s style. the funny thing is when she was coming back she bought kain untuk dibuat baju baby. Ketara sekali kain tu kain untuk baby girl. Macam tauk-tauk jak nya girl… hehe.

From that time I started reading on pregnancy magazines, websites, books.. Almost everyday I saw the pregnancy calendar especially the images just to see how was it looked likes inside the womb.  Rasa macam tak sabar nak tengok perkembangan baby from time to times.. Kalau kat situ cakap baby sekarang sebesar jari kelingking, aku siap ukur jari dengan pembaris and imagined it. hehe.

Next entry : Honeymoon trip to KK and the challenges…. muhuhuh.

(1) It started with….

** Okay, after a long thought, I decided to go on with my decision to write about my past pregnancy experience.  Not only for sharing among the newcomers ‘mama’, but I hope this piece of stories can be a treasure for my children one day…. We’ll never knows what will happens tomorrow.  Entah sempat ke tidak nak berkongsi pengalaman mcm ni dekat anak-anak.

Move it on. So the good news started with the cold I had after experiencing a tiring weekdays for the annual dinner preparation. At that time, I was waiting for my normal period. So I expected the cold was related to PMS as usual.

Before I knew I was pregnant, there were plenty of hints shown.  First, during the CNY visiting… I ate two spicy chickens (KFC) which I can’t stand normally.  I also drank the carbonated drinks like I’m addicted to it (which… I’m normally got sore throat if I drink carbonated drinks). **when I do the readings, some theory said that carbonated drink can produce a baby girl… hehe **

And then the funniest hint was… my DearDear acting weirdly. He doesn’t wan’t to come out from the room or going out like we used to do… All he did was ‘terperuk dalam bilik macam anak dara’.  I remembered he was very sensitive then.

After a week delayed and I feel a very weird nausea (which was the worst happened during midnight). So I told DearDear, is this how pregnant mama feels? Because at that time, my mother wasn’t around. She was in Sibu visitng my brother. So we bought the pregnancy test kit. Before doing the testing, I remember reading the instructions for more than 10 times. ahahaa… the feeling before doing the testing, only Allah knows. Because we’ve had waiting and hoping for the good news for about a year… there were so many ‘What if..?’ questions playing in my mind…

Early in the morning, I did the testing.** Note : The best time to take the pregnancy test is in the morning with the  the first urine of the morning to ensure results are as accurate as possible – and usually 7-10 days past your missed period.

The result was.. of course the good news I had in my whole life. After that I went to DearDear and show it to him… He was baru bangun tido and tengah mamai, he just nod his head. Time nak pegi keja, I once again told him and only then he knows the good news.. perkh… hehehe.

Bouncy Garden

Hello Monday!

This is Amani’s First Book.

No no.. it’s not all about the froggy…

It’s a good book for baby.

She loves it when I read her the Bouncy Garden book.

The look inside the book.

While reading the book, I’ll make a sound for example this one “Little birds love bouncing in the trees.. Bounce! Bounce! Bounce! Chiip chiip chiipp chipp…”

Found me weird? Please don’t.

This type of book can :

  1. Encourages hand-eye coordination
  2. Provide fun and entertainment
  3. Encourages interaction

So, let’s start buying more books for our baby… =)

p/s: Thought of blogging about my pregnancy experience…. Will I  get a bad comment or good comment? I’m afraid, some people might think that I’m kinda bit show off… What do you think?

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Happy Anniversary Dear Dear. 

Thanks for showering me with your love.

May we both are strong in facing all the challenges in this marriage.

Once again… thanks love…

Can’t wait to have our ‘budget’ celebration. Been planning this since last year. hehew…

Picture above was taken in KK. During our ‘trip to the moon’. Konon-konon nak pegi island etc..

Tapi masa tu dah pregnant Amani 2 months. So we had to cancel the trip..

Trip honeymoon jadi merayau-rayau di KK.  Nak makan seafood pon takde ‘serela’ muhuhuhu….


What is what with the numbers on the title??

All this while the sequence numbers are related to Amani’s birth day.

She was delivered at 8.09 a.m. on 12 – 10 – 11.

Found the sequence?

This is for fun only, no hidden agenda. muhuhu.

I hope Amani will have a math brain. Do not follow Mama dear, Mama is very lame in math. muahaha…

p/s: Amani has started to hold things. Seems like she is more capable to hold thing with the left hand. Left-handed like Mama ke? hehew.



Di tengah malam aku berblogging….

Di tengah malam aku berpoupee…

Di tengah malam juak aku melipat kain baju.

Jikalau ada sedikit kekuatan, aku nak iron baju kerja stock untuk  seminggu.

Motivasi diri : Ini adalah perjuangan seorang ibu. Macam mana emak kita dahulu tidur lewat nak settlekan semua rutin rumahtangga kemudian terpaksa bangun awal pagi nak sediakan pakaian, makan minum untuk suami dan anak-anak.. Aku sedang membiasakan diri dan I appreciate my mother’s sacrifice.

Cuma… zaman mak kita dulu takde faceook, wordpress, poupee, twitter untuk melalaikan kerja seharian mereka. wahaha…

Tengok.. sempat lagi nak buat family stick dalam fb.

Betul betul melalaikan… haish.

p/s: Kalau zaman mak mak kita dulu ada fb, entah apalah status fb diorang ye.

Stress management


Penah sik kitak orang stress dengan sesuatu perkara yang sik dapat diluahkan or dishare ngan orang lain.

Jadi perasaan nak melepas stress ya mcm tertahan-tahan jak. Kenak kerja di opis sik pande abis. Mun di rumah tek dapat nangga Amani k melepas.


Muhuhu.. Sebenarnya cara manage stress paling berkesan ialah dengan meluah. Tapi dalam kes tok sikpat nak diluah.

Nak gi shopping tgh kempis. Ada sigek gik cara…


Makanlah. ahaha.


Ada sigek tempat nyaman makan Mushroom Noodles. Tok rah SCRC Xpress Hock Lee. Nyamaan…

p/s: Alu bertemptation….