(7) Pencen movie (Temporary)

Movies that I don’t want to miss.  But I have to sneak into DVD shop soon.. =(  :

1) The Avengers

2) Dark Shadows

How I missed the moment of watching movies with my brother and DearDear especially during pregnancy.

During pregnant, I am a movie addict.

Although I would  feel uncomfortable, but I was still enjoying it.

I think, Amani was responding to the movie also that’s why she kicked me inside. ahaha.

Almost got a hip pain due to sitting for a long period and the cold temperature (that was while watching Transformers in 3D).

Fell asleep at the end of the movie (Almost every movies. The worst is The Green Lantern.)

I remember while watching Hantu Bonceng. That was when I was 7 months pregnant.

Laughing wasn’t the best remedy at that time. I laughed on Zizan and I had to embrace my belly. Because one : It hurts.  Two : I can’t stop laughing.  ahaha. Oh my… how lame. hehe.

Watching Korean Dramas is a must.

Ask my office colleagues, they would end up finding me watching K-Drama. ahaha…

Now I have to pencen movie first. For temporarily lah.  Wait until Amani is grown up. Then we’ll go to the cinemas together. Yippee!

Provoking Saturday

It’s Saturday. Working Saturday.
I hate going to work on Saturday
It’s like provoking my quality times.


How could I leave this little baby.
I always had a ‘heavy feeling’ whenever I had to go to work everyday.
How I wish I was a housewife and can give my 100% attention to my family. Like my mom. I always envy my mom.


By the way. I have finished reading Sutera Bidadari (Ramlee Awang Murshid). Dear,it was a blast! The best so far after Cinta Sang Ratu.
I love it when Ratu is back. Can’t wait for the final ending of this series Sunan Musafir.
May is approaching.
Must find May Drug as soon as possible. Hmmm…

Dear Someone

Dear someone,

I know that your still in grieving and I consider that you are still down at the moment.

But please…. throw away your selfishness.

I’m not your guardian angel who will sit and hear you mourned 24 hours.

I’d sacrifice my time for you and I was a little aggrieved by your attitude.

Have you ever thought what we’ve been through while helping you, heard your mourned?

Have you ever thought that we are also have problems, and you didn’t bother to ask?

Last question. Have you ever thought of our feeling? Especially when suddenly you are avoiding me.

Damn I’m tired of this childish games.

The best way is to leave you alone if this is what you preferred to be your best solutions.

I may be cruel but I have my own commitment.


at 4 a.m.

Now it’s like a routine for me to wake up as earlier at 4am.

This is the time I would do the house chores and blogging…

And sometimes sneaking to get my ‘drug’

Adding one drug for this month is Sutera Bidadari from Ramlee Awang Murshid.

Yes, I’ve been following this epic since introduced by Kak Pidah.

Quite late for a follower for me to read Sutera Bidadari because the last part for this epic will soon to be launch.

Can’t wait!!!

Sunan never frustrated me. Everytime I read this series, automatically I’m entering the screenplay created by RAM.

How I wish it will soon to be a major film. And this time I want Faizal Tahir to become Laksamana Sunan. (Liza, ada gik angan-angan tok… ahahhaa).

Now Amani inherits this reading hobby from me and Dear Dear.

Somehow she has her own style of reading….

p/s: Found the bookmark pieces inside her mouth… Nak marah ke tak? muhuhu

I need a snack and a nap….

Happy Sunday!

Once, someone told me that I’m obsessed about my daughter.

Am I? I was taken aback somehow, but managed to reply ‘Sukahati akulah.. ngan sapa gik aku nak obsess”

I think every mommy out there were obsessed about their children. Don’t you mommies?

It’s not like we’re showing off our children to the world.

It’s like we’re just wanna share our joy and happiness by having a great time raising our children.

It is… something that can’t be described as words indeed.

Well, the person who told me that before is still single. Wait lah…

Okay, today I would like to ‘obsess’ about Amani who had started to love her porridge meal.

I need a SNACK and a NAP (as written on her bip). Can be translated as 'makan tido makan tido' ahahaha

She loves every food that comes into her mouth.

Currently the porridge is her favourite meal.

If only she have a facebook or twitter.  I bet her post will slightly not different like me…

Maybe Amani will write : “Today’s temptation is….. ” “Emmm… the porridge makes my day!”





(6) Honey Months

Second trimester was the honeymoon for me…. Since I’m talking about the 3 months (4, 5 & 6) pregnancies, so I called it honey months.

I could eat whatever I want. I also pass the MOGTT test.  Alhamdulillah….

Mostly I was active for the second trimester.

During 4 months pregnancy – I got the chance to join Dear Dear for an outdoor photography with Ayu & EE.

During 5 months pregnancy – I attended my friend’s wedding.

I even went to visit my hometown in Sibu.

Mostly when I bumped into my friends, they had started didn’t recognised me. Maybe muka dah semakin mengelembu… And if they saw, some of them didn’t realised that I was pregnant. hehe…

Shopping was still my favourite activity. Temptation keeps ongoing like there was no end to it. hehe

From these stages I had welcomed some major symptoms like leg cramps, finger pain and numbness.

Almost every night I had a leg cramps and the shooting pain was undescribable. huhu.  Dear Dear taught me to balas balik whenever I had a leg cramps.

As for the finger pain and numbness, it was the worst part I experienced during 2nd trimester. I couldn’t hold things.  Holding a pen was difficult for me.

My feet started to swell and it was getting worst until my late pregnancies…

During pregnancy, I mostly afraid if my athritis attack. Alhamdulillah, Allah permudahkan sedikit sepanjang pregnancies. Tak pernah pun athritis menyerang… Cuma swollen feet je yang buat rasa macam tak selesa nak berdiri or duduk terlalu lama..

p/s : Masa ni ramai yang membuat ‘tebakan’ that I was carrying a boy. Except for my mom, Freda’s mom and Kak Karina… Orang-orang tua selalu tepat… kan… My instinct as well. I had imagined that I was carrying a girl. hehe… 

After Confinement Checklist

Below are my After Confinement Checklist

New blouse – Checked!

New handbag – Checked!

Wishlist Novels – Almost checked (I’ve got your number is yet to be purchased)

New Jeans – ______________________________


I need a new pair of jeans.

I hate looking at my old jeans.

I am still struggling to approach a ‘Katie Holmes’ mission. muahahaha!

A motivation to myself : It tooks 9 months to live in a flabby world.  I just past the 6 months stage.  Another 3 months to get my own ideal weight. Don’t worry too much. Embrace the moment!

p/s: At least I have a beautiful daughter to be proud of… =D