Day 99, invicible.


“In the midst of hate, I found there was, within me, an invicible love. 

In the midst of tears, I found there was, within me, an invicible smile. 

In the midst of chaos, I found there was, within me, an invicible calm.

I realized, through it all, that… In the midst of winter, I found there was, within me, an invicible summer.
And that makes me happy. For it says that no matter how hard the world pushes against me, within me, there’s something stronger, something better, pushing right back.”

Day 97, dream


I dreamt of my late father last night, and the night before too. In my dream, he just sat on the wheelchair watching us. And last night I told him, mom misses him very much. Everyone does, but Mom miss him badly. He just sat there with a sad face. 

I guessed he is missing us too. People keep telling me that life goes on, but to me, that is the saddest part. May you rest in peace, bapak. Al-Fatihah…

Shine bright like a diamond


If you remember this photo I have posted long long time ago… back in 2015 (end of the year) if I am not mistaken. This is the beginning of me falling in love into Diamond Drills set. Yeah, I chose Frozen design because back then, I would like to give it to Amani as her birthday present. 

However, making it would not as easy as peanut! Took a lot of times and efforts to ‘drilled’ the diamond onto the chart. There were thousands of them, with colour codes and patterns. 

So on and off I was struggled hard to finish it. Finally, early of this year I have completed the Frozen Diamond Drills. Phew! Yeah, that was a big PHEW! from me. Hahaha. 😂

This is my satisfaction.