Another ’sigh’.. hmm

The slow pace of Job Hunting (aku la tu..)

Slow pace job hunter - that's me. haish..

One more job interview to go (tomorrow) and I’m going to:  OFF MODE the JOB HUNTING session!

It’s tiring!

It’s confusing.

It’s annoying.

And it is un-enjoyable.

When you had bad experienced during the interview session, it would haunts you forever.  Sometimes, it’ll kills your confident.

Wish me… whatever for tomorrow.

I have no feeling at all anymore.

Playing zombie is the best!

Mwahaha…

Mellow habisss

Ini malam.. aku mellow.

Mellow habisss.  muhuhu.

Jangan komplen bila terbaca entry aku yang mellow iniw.  ;P

Ingin melarikan diri sebentar dpd jiwa kacau. wuwuwu

menghitung hari detik demi detik
menunggu itu kan menjemukan
tapi ku sabar menanti jawabmu
jawab cintamu

jangan kau beri harapan padaku
seperti ingin tapi tak ingin
yang aku minta tulus hatimu
bukan pura-pura

reff: jangan pergi dari cintaku
biar saja tetap denganku
biar semua tahu adanya
dirimu memang punyaku

jangan kau beri harapan padaku
seperti ingin tapi tak ingin
yg aku minta tulus hatimu
bukan pura-pura

repeat reff

belum pernah aku jatuh cinta
sekeras ini seperti padamu

jangan sebut aku lelaki
bila tak bisa dapatkan engkau
jangan sebut aku lelaki

 

p/s: But.. aku bukan lelaki pun. ahaha…

Shocked & Relieved

My reaction this morning.. gih gih gih

Gila SUSAH interview pagi tadi.

There were three sessions :

  1. Case Study (mcm exam bertulis)
  2. Structured Interview (normal interview)
  3. In-tray Interview (presentation and Q & A based on the case study)

Now I know how hard to get the Gred 41 in government sectors. Haish.

All the while I’m doing the 3 sessions, I always remembering my boss advice.

I’m so thankful to him because he had taught me so many things especially on the problem solving, doing mind mapping, giving the opportunity to mingle around with the senior officers (in higher positions), doing public speaking..

Like my sister said: “You’ve got nothing to lose”

If I don’t get the job, I still gained the valuable experience.

But sometimes I always thought :

What actually my major talent?

What specialty do I have actually?

What??

Hmm….

 

p/s: I feel relieved it’s over.. but I’m still shaking. ahaha

See me. Judge me. Love me. Pick me. Buy me

Im’ going to sell myself tomorrow.

Ha-ha!

Don’t get me wrong.

I’m going for an interview (government sector) tomorrow.

That’s why I said, I’m going to sell myself.

“See me. Judge me. Love me. Pick me. Buy me”

 

p/s: Wish me luck!!

 

Jula & Juli (my new pets)

Just using my hp camera. It' was hard to capture them. Wuwu..

Yesterday Dear-Dear gave two Baby Koi(s).

Weee (melompat bintang!) Ahahaha

So I named them Jula (the orange Koi) and Juli (the black Koi).

Can’t wait to see Jula & Juli growing up!

__________________________________________________________
Speaking of Koi.. I remember one song from Tokyo Jihen – Koi Wa Maboroshi. No… It is not about the Koi Fish. Ahaha… Thanks to Didi for introducing this band to me.

p/s: Get it up for LOVE!

Emmm

Belimbing Tunjuk (in Sarawak)

Emmmm….

Hujan..

Emm…

Nak makan kfc…

Em..

Beg duit dah kempessss!!!

 

p/s: Berkempis-kempislah dahulu selepas tahun hadapn tidak kempes lagi. hihahaha

 

Wake up. It’s SATURDAY!

Working Saturday!!!!

 

People are supposed to go shopping, relaxing during weekend.

But I have to move my butt to the office.. haish.

Lame…

Never mind. Bear in your heart : Kerja itu satu ibadah~

 

p/s: This evening nak outing kat Pasar Minggu Satok. Yippie!!

Please read

Ever thought that a cat had PMS as well?

I don’t like it when PMS (Premenstrual syndrome) attacked me.

We (women) have to face it at least once a month.

I bet many people still has no awareness of the PMS.

They (esp men) sometimes take it as a joke when we’re in PMS mode.

Hey hey, please don’t do that. I hate it when people said “Datang bulan!!”

We were not  being moody without reasons okay.

Apart from being moody, below are other symptoms we have to face. READ! (those with bold were my common conditions)

  • mood swings
  • irritability
  • depression
  • anxiety
  • angry outbursts
  • confusion or fuzzy thinking
  • tearfulness
  • fatigue
  • insomnia
  • changes in libido
  • overeating
  • cravings, especially for salty or sweet foods
  • alcohol intolerance
  • acne
  • hives
  • abdominal and pelvic cramps
  • abdominal bloating
  • weight gain
  • headaches
  • menstrual migraines
  • breast swelling and pain
  • edema (visible swelling, particularly in the hands, feet and legs)
  • asthma
  • sinus problems
  • sore throat
  • worsening of chronic conditions like arthritis and ulcers
  • difficulty with coordination, being more prone to accidents
  • dizziness, decreased balance
  • heart pounding (palpitation)
  • nausea
  • fainting
  • urinary problems
  • gastric

 

Okay. Now put yourself into our shoes. Imagine you have those mixture conditions for the whole day (Not just one condition. At least 3!!).  And imagine it goes continuously for a week.

  1. Can you concentrate with your work?
  2. Can you entertain people surroundings you (with so many crazy behaviors)?
  3. Can you still eat your favourite food?
  4. Can you laugh at you friend’s joke (which is actually a normal joke but that day you found it was a very-very very stupid jokes ever)?
  5. Can you acting cool like you’re not in pain?
  6. Can you smile?

How? Some of you only had a headache but you just can’t concentrate your works.  Take one more example. For smokers. Can you live without a cigarette for one day only? I bet you’ll have mood swings also right? So can we simply tell people that you are “Datang bulan!” ???

If you asked me whether I wrote this blog during my PMS mode? The answer is YES! Remember, my blog is my therapy. Hehe.

Indeed, I just want to share what is PMS to you especially men.  I want you to understand what are the conditions when someone having her PMS.  (Luckily my Dear-Dear had slowly adapt this things. ) For girls, don’t be shy to share this kind of situation with your partner or your guyfriends. They should know.  I bet most of married man had understood about this situations.  If you’re still not aware, it’s not too late.  Ahakz

Baru cerita pasal PMS. Belum lagi cerita pasal ibu mengandung.  That one have to wait until I get married first la. Muhuhu.

p/s 1:  The crazy woman in my office merepek sorang lagi today. She said “Setan dah mula..” “Tanduk is so happy today” “Banyak dah followers Setan” “Kurang ajar” Duh. she’s annoying! I couldn’t concentrate to do my work. Rasa nak sembur dengan kulit kuaci jak. Hish!!

 

p/s 2:  Ratna (my colleague) tapau KFC meals today. Terasa nak makan KFC. wuwuwuwuuwuuu.

Happy Birthday Sister!!!

Credits to Saiful & Erol (my photographers during my engagement)
 

Happy Birthday to my dearie, one and only Sister – Noor Ashikkin Mohd Nor

My message to you:

  1. Always be a mummylicious!
  2. Be a good-good Cekgi.
  3. Good luck in your exam next month (ahak. belajar gik oit!)
  4. Can’t wait for our shopping trip next month. Yaye!!

 

p/s: You present is on the way. Hehehe…

 

Pondok Laguna

Selamat Siang!

Today I want to bring you to a quiet, hidden place where you can enjoy Indonesian Food. Muhuhu.

The entrance

Pondok Laguna is located inside the Crown Square building.   You have to search it because it is hidden among the shops.

Dozo dozo

You’ll feel just like in Indonesia because the staff themselves came from Indonesia.  They also serves you with Indonesian music videos. ahaha. There are VIP rooms and a corner where they put like a ‘pelamin’. I thought of doing a wedding photoshoot here. ahahaha

Pelamin Bangsawan

 

VIP Room

Honeydew Jus, Taho Telur Istimewa (Special Beancurd), Nasi Timbel Komplit are my fav. But the second time I came here I ordered Cheese Baked Rice cuz I had longing for ages. hehe.

 

Cheese Baked Rice & Nasi Goreng Spesial

 

Err.. forgot the name.. Ngeee

 

Indonesian Meat Dish is always taste great!

Meat Dish from Indonesia always taste great!

 

Apart from that (ayat koman yang Supervisor aku selalu gelak time buat report dulu), I like the decoration especially the lamps. They used variety of lamp. One of the best (I think) is something made from rattan.  Sila lehat gambar dibawah..

 

Nak panggil apa? Lampu Raga? ahaha

 

Think I want to go there again loh.  It’s a good place for family gathering. Yalah, sikkan nak makan kat Pizza Hutz jak. Boring juak nyo. muhuhu.

 

Eeiii...

That’s all from me Azura Tengku Chan, from Shoot-Shoot Cari Makan. Bwahahaha!!!

 

p/s: Honeymoon planning: Bandung!!!!